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I’ve been praying and I’ve been studying

and I want to share something with you

that I believe God is doing not just in

my life I believe it’s a prophetic word

and I believe he’s doing it in the lives

of all of us and I want to share with

you what God has given me I’m going to

be speaking out of the book of Joshua

you’re visiting for the first time it is

our custom to stand for the reading of

the word I’m in Joshua 2 verse 8 to lay

context for the text at this point the

children of Israel are about to move

into the promised land Moses has died

and since his death they’ve had to

undergo a few things but now God has

raised up another leader and God has

told this leader it’s time for you to

finish what Moses started and so before

they cross over the Jordan River and

into the promised land he sends two

spies over to Jericho and they end up

finding refuge in the home of a working

woman by the name of Rahab she is what

the Bible would call a harlot but what

2019 would call a sex worker and they

find refuge in her home and she says

something to them that hit me so deep in

my spirit because God can use anybody to

deliver a word and I think she’s given

us something to think about this is

Joshua 2 verse 8 it says now before they

lay down so these two spies are spying

out Jericho and they’re afraid that

they’re going to get caught because the

king of Jericho has learned that they

are in the city but Rahab creates a safe

space for them but before they lay down

she came up to them on the roof and said

to them men I know that the Lord has

given you the land and that

terror of you has fallen on us and that

all of the inhabitants of the land are

faint-hearted because of you but we have

heard how the Lord dried up the Red Sea

for you when you came out of Egypt and

what you did to the kings of the Amorite

hsihu were on the other side of the

Jordan Sion and Ark whom you utterly

destroyed and as soon as we heard these

things our hearts melted neither did

there remain any more courage in anyone

because of you for the Lord your God He

is God in heaven above and on earth

beneath Spirit of the Living God my

prayer tonight is that you would fall my

prayer is that you would fall with such

glory and such clarity that anything

that has been confusing us and clouding

our mind would have to leave my prayer

is that you would fall with such weight

in such a glory that creativity would

spring back that healing would come that

cancer would have to go that depression

couldn’t stay my prayer is that the King

of glory would step into this room and

that he would pour out a blessing that

we don’t have room enough to receive the

kind of blessings that money can buy but

generational promises bring up after

that’s the kind of God that we serve so

father I’m asking that you would use

every part of me for your glory that

there would be no telling where I end

and you begin because we are so in sync

in this moment god I thank you for what

you’ve already decided to do in this

place and I just ask that you bring us

into alignment that there would be no

distractions no fear no insecurities

just you speaking a word to us your

people in Jesus name Amen

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I have to tell you when I was studying

today I was like so nervous and so

anxious I couldn’t fully get my work

together and the devil told me to preach

what pastor Tori preached on Sunday

because it was so good unto my soul I

radically changed my life I wanted to

throw my shoe at you but I didn’t want

to have to see you or security out on

them streets but I will next time you

preach like that is anyone grateful for

the gift of God that is on pastor Terry

is right thank you baby

he’s radically changed my life you know

I am a speaker preacher person because

of pastor Trey mhm I had never really

like preached before until he asked me

to come preach here at the potter’s

house at 1 la like what was just one

church then and I was about five years

ago and he asked me if I would preach on

his sign and I was like Sunday’s aren’t

really my thing but panels got you but

since then he is you know really just

pushed me and propelled me into my

destiny in a way that I could have never

imagined I’ve been preaching now for

almost 5 years and thanks guys

but I still get so so nervous and my

kids will tell you like I’d be at home

stressing but something happened to me

that I wanted to share with you guys in

2018 I was praying I was studying and I

was supposed to be preaching and at that

time I was like preaching more than I’d

ever preached in my entire life and it

was just making all of these different

demands of me and my relationship with

God and I just got to this point where I

realized that if I were not intentional

about changing my mind about my identity

that I would literally like die that

there would be a version of me that was

never manifested because my fear was

standing in the way so in order for me

to really walk in who God has called me

to be in to walk in the anointing and

the gift that he’s given me I had to be

willing to restructure so I want to talk

to you guys tonight about restructuring

because if we are not intentional about

restructuring our lives there is a

version of us that will not live and

there is another version of us that will

continue to live but that should die so

if I say to myself I’m not a speaker and

I’m not a preacher and I’m not going to

do it if I don’t restructure my mind to

embrace what God is doing down on the

inside of me then I can never fully

manifest the things connected to my life

but all of this is a result of

restructuring and restructuring is not

easy and restructuring is scary and

restructuring weak rot requires that we

let go of everything we thought we knew

so that we can figure out what we don’t

know God I didn’t think I was a speaker

I didn’t think I was a preacher but you

did something down on the inside of me

that’s making me believe that I can step

into it so god I have to restructure the

and the paradigms and the rhythms that

make me feel like I’m not qualified if

you’re calling me to do something

sometimes your greatest enemy is not

underneath your feet it’s in between

your ears it is what you tell yourself

about who you are and what God has

called you to do and I believe now more

than ever that we are having to

restructure so that we can manifest the

identity and the reflection that God is

holding up when he says this is who you

are which means that you have to change

your mind about who you are I can’t be

who I used to be and be Who I am

becoming at the same time I got a

restructure in my mind I can’t do the

things that I used to do and show up the

way that I need to show up I got a

restructure in my mind I’m not under

construction I’m restructuring I’m gonna

use the same pieces I’m just gonna place

them differently I’m restructuring my

mind and when we find the children of

Israel in this text they are undergoing

a restructuring God is not demolishing

who they were he is restructuring who

they were feel like that that is a word

thank you for saying that

because sometimes we’ll think that God

is demolishing us that God has tearing

us down to nothing but in reality what

he’s doing is restructuring you and so I

got a dismantle what you’re familiar

with so that I can show you where to put

those pieces and where to put those

friendships and what season you need to

do this and what season you need to do

that

I’m not messing up your life I’m not

tearing you apart I didn’t bring you out

here to leave you I’m just restructuring

things because the way you’re structured

when you’re wandering is different than

the way you have to be structured for

the promised land that structure works

when you were wandering but now you’re

about to walk into something and you’ll

still have the same pieces as when you

were wandering but I’m going to

restructure them in a way that makes

sense oh god help me I feel like I’ve

been going through a restructuring I’m

not changing but I am changing at the

same time I’m becoming more aware I’m

becoming more accurate I’m becoming more

intentional I didn’t move my mission I

didn’t move my purpose I’m just becoming

more focused I’m studying more I’m

getting more help than I had before I

don’t know how to explain it I don’t

know if I’m the only one who’s been

going through this but I just feel like

I’m being restructured I’m here on a

Thursday night at 8 o’clock because I’m

undergoing a restructuring I’m trying to

figure out what to do with all these

pieces I’m trying to figure out who I am

becoming God’s taking some things and

moving some things around them I’m being

restructured for the promised

because I’ve come to a place where I can

see it now oh I feel God on this when I

was wondering I couldn’t see the

promised land but I wondered my way into

seeing the promised land and now that I

can see where God was leading me all

along I can see that I can’t keep

functioning the way that I was

functioning and entered the promised

land I got a undergoing restructuring I

got a shift some things around coz I see

who you’re calling me to be now I see

what you’re calling me to do now and see

what my squad needs to look like I see

what my finances need to look like I’m

restructuring a few things yeah I’m

sorry but not sorry I’m busy but not

busy I’m restructuring for my

breakthrough

I’m restructuring for the promise

connected to my name

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and so

in order for the children of Israel to

step into the promised land Moses has to

die because restructuring cannot take

place unless something dies and these

aren’t the kind of deaths that you end

up thinking God for the separation for

not in the moment anyway there are some

things that you lose along the way that

doesn’t feel good

Moses had been leading the children of

Israel he’d been there with them

generations they trusted him he was the

one who brought them out of captivity

and so in order for them to move into

the Promised Land though they had to

have a changing of the guard some things

had to shift and be re-evaluated and it

struck me that sometimes trusting God is

trusting that when you say goodbye to

the good thing that it doesn’t mean that

you’re no longer going to grow I said it

trusting God means that when the good

thing goes it doesn’t mean that I will

no longer grow that’s how I wrote it in

my notes and that’s something for us to

really get down in our spirit because

there are moments when the good thing

goes and we think that was my one shot

and that was my own one opportunity that

was the one person who was going to help

me level up that good thing left

somebody and just because that good

thing is gone I wanted you to know that

that didn’t have anything to do with

your growth that if God was going to

grow you that he

need that good thing I’m not saying it

wasn’t good no disrespect to what you

had to say goodbye to I’m just saying

that you saying goodbye doesn’t mean

that that was the end of your purpose

and your destiny I don’t know who you

are I don’t know what job you lost I

don’t know what opportunity you lost I

don’t know what deal fell through but

I’m telling you to wipe those tears and

get ready to still walk into the

Promised Land that wasn’t the only

person who could lead you to next that

wasn’t the only opportunity that could

be your breakthrough you have to say

goodbye to the good things sometimes so

your growth can spring up so your mind

can kick in so your wisdom can show up

so your creativity can be initiated the

good thing left but it didn’t take your

growth you can still grow from this you

can still change from this you can still

have access I feel that for somebody

that good thing wasn’t your only way to

have access God said I’m the one that’s

come give you access and sometimes I

have to take the good thing away so you

don’t worship the good thing so that you

can trust that I wouldn’t get you to the

point where you could see it and not

take you over the edge I feel like

preaching in this place

I feel like that is about to push

somebody right on over the edge that I’m

about to show you that you didn’t need

doing that you didn’t need a bank to do

it

bet you didn’t need the studio to do it

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God’s got a million ways to do it I got

a million ways to do this thing I could

radically change your whole life with

one word I speak a word and not sin

smooth

I took the thing I took the person but I

kept you in position I kept you hungry I

kept you waiting I know I took some

things but I didn’t take your hunger

when I take your hundred you can start

asking me questions but somebody’s still

hungry after all they’ve been through

somebody still believes

ooh

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it’s not over I’m just restructuring

it’s not over I’m just restructuring I’m

trying to get you ready for the Promised

Land I’m trying to make you unsacred

bull I’m trying to make you unbreakable

I’m trying to turn you into a nation

they were the children of Israel until

they cross over in that promised land

when they cross over in that promise

when they became a nation I used to be a

slave I used to be a wonderer

I used to need validation I used to

believe that when I made me who I am but

I crossed over in the Promised Land

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so I’m gonna just tell you that the

greatest obstacle the children of Israel

would have to overcome and this is what

we have to overcome the children of

Israel were used to being underdogs and

when you’re an underdog you see your

deficit and when you’re an underdog

you’re used to being counted out but I

heard something today when I was

studying God said you can’t say greater

is He that is in me than he that is in

the world and still count yourself as an

underdog that the most incredible thing

you can do right now is to start seeing

yourself as a front-runner yeah that’s

heavy

I know that’s heavy but just wagons

different when you think you’re the

front-runner but your confidence is

different when you think you’re the

front-runner you know you’re supposed to

be in the room when you think you’re a

front-runner you know that if God made

the way for you to be there that it was

because there’s something in this room

that has my name on it

and I know you’ve been down underdog for

40 years and I know you are slaved for

years before then but I hear God saying

I’m bout to break that generational

curse off of you

I’m bout to break this notion of you

coming behind off of you

taking you you got to learn how to

possess something you gotta learn how to

own something you gotta learn how to

walk into a room and take everything I

put in that room for you

what nothing

for me and

what that might sound

I’m drill I lay hold of everything

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this how I know that the children of

Israel were sleeping on themselves

because they sent spies into the land

they sent spies into the land and it

took Rahab to tell them that you didn’t

even have to send any spies to figure

out how you were going to do this

that we heard you were on the way we

heard you were on the way because of how

you ward when you were wandering we

heard you were on the way because of the

victories you had when you were

wandering we heard you were on the way

you didn’t have to send this spy the

king of Jericho heard you were in the

room god help me to say this thing cuz I

feel like somebody needs to know that

their destiny already knows they’re on

the way

there’s somebody already waiting in the

room that there’s an opportunity already

waiting on you to arrive

we already knew you were coming I need

somebody who’s receiving that word

to take him

what’s Ryan after lands

Rahab Rahab says I know who you are and

I know what you’re capable of and I know

who your God is and I know that he’s

already delivered this land into your

hands God is delivering territories

God is delivering territories God is

delivering Tara toys to the people who

once saw themselves as underdogs God

says I’m getting ready to position you

as frontrunner and I have to restructure

you now so that you can understand what

I’m positioning you for you see what you

have to understand is this the children

of Israel got cursed into wandering but

then returning to the promised land is a

sign because they’re returning to the

land that was always rightfully theirs

but they couldn’t get to the land that

was rightfully theirs until they got the

generational curses out of the way and

their belief broke the curse and when

their belief broke the curse they went

from dealing with generational curses to

generational promises and when God told

me to study this message he told me to

tell you that when he gets finished

pushing you over the edge

that your belief is gonna break the

curse and that the windows of heaven are

gonna be opened unto you

and that he is gonna pour out a blessing

that you don’t have room enough to

receive I hear God singing get ready for

overflow

generational promises

I hear guys saying the wholeness is

coming for your family

I know mental health the spinach

struggle

that’ll pick the wrong

he master on a push – over there

but it puts you over the edge your

Bronco win the promise

I can’t I can’t access the promise until

we break this curse and I can’t break

this curse until i restructure the

belief system that’s found on the inside

of me and I came here to restructure

somebody’s belief system I came here to

hold a funeral for disbelief I came here

to hold a funeral for second-guessing

what God said I came here to hold a

funeral for every depressing thought

for every suicidal idea I came here to

wage war with hell don’t know how we did

down

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I changed my mind I changed my beliefs I

thought I was on the way out I thought

what the good thing bad that I’d side

with it

but I messed around a figure that I

still got access

I still got access the rudeness I feel

that access to break through

I still still got access

I may have to restructure I may have to

change the way I believe but I still

have access and it would be the enemies

of the children of Israel who told them

who they were you’ll know who you are by

the enemies you face

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the enemies they thought that they were

still underdogs so they send spies into

the land to scope out the way they were

going to do it but when the spies

confronted the person on the other side

Rahab said you ain’t Onderdonk anymore

we heard about who you became when you

were wandering we heard about how God

showed up for you we heard about how he

delivered victories into your hand I

don’t know what giant you’re facing I

don’t know who you’re up against but I

want you to know that that giant is

trying to tell you who you are that fear

that anxiety that opportunity that looks

bigger than you the fact that you’re

even up against it remember when there

was a time when you would have never

even been up against it

but the fact that I’m going toe-to-toe

with this thing

and I know that God brought me too it

means that it’s got to come down can I

tell you something David never called

himself an underdog we did that David

knew that there was something down on

the inside of him that no one else could

see I only looked like the underdog to

everyone who was fighting the battle but

I knew something about myself that made

me stand up to that giant and I came

here to change what you think about

yourself because there’s some times that

you wouldn’t even be up against if

greater is He that is in you couldn’t

take that bad boy out

I wouldn’t even be up against this

unless I had what it takes it wouldn’t

even be a burden on my soul to try and

break through what’s held generations of

my family down

it didn’t even bother other people in

your family the way that it bothers you

that’s just you’re goin toe-to-toe with

it they didn’t have to go toe-to-toe

with you have you ever been so we

thought this don’t get on your nerves

the way it gets on my nerves it’s not

Mexican on everybody’s nerves boo it’s

let to get on your nerves

cuz God anointed Judah to Penn God great

shooter do that thing I put you in the

moon so you could shake the room up

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so

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my mission tonight is to serve as maybe

the spies who went out and scoped out

the land I need you to know they’re

waiting on you

on the other side I need you to know

that the promised land your promised

land everybody in here has a different

promised land everybody in here has been

assigned to a different industry I just

want you to know that you’re not going

to take them by surprise

that when you walk in the room I feel

this prophetically for somebody I don’t

know who you are that when you walk in

the room they’re gonna say I’ve been

waiting on somebody like you

I’ve been waiting I’ve interviewed a lot

of people I’ve seen a lot of scripts

I’ve seen a lot of portfolios and

somebody saying I met a lot of women I

but I’ve been waiting on somebody like

you somebody who understood

territory

this was the kind of land that could

produce fruit for generations that the

generations after generation

I was looking for somebody who knew how

to be a slave and break out who knew how

to wonder and find their way

they’re waiting on you they’re waiting

on you to restructure they’re waiting on

you to believe again they’re waiting on

you they’re waiting they’re waiting on

you generations are waiting on you

they’re waiting on you they’re waiting

on you to own your identity they’re

waiting on you to really believe that

greater is He that is in you than he

that is in the world the bank is waiting

on you the mortgage is waiting on you

the lawyers are waiting on you they’re

waiting on the real you the you who

understands the beauty and restructuring

there was a process that the children of

Israel had to go through some things had

to die and they had to be okay with the

dying and then they had to be willing to

have their whole function their whole

system restructured and I hear God

saying don’t give up in the

restructuring don’t lose your belief in

the restructuring don’t change your mind

in the restructuring and there are some

people who have gotten so far out they

they can’t even go back to who they used

to be and they can’t even go back to

where they used to be so you have to

surrender to the restructuring

I surrender to the restructuring I

surrender to the goodbyes I surrender to

the hellos God I surrender to the new

level of belief I need to have I

surrender I surrender to that I don’t

know how I’m going to do it

because I have plenty of reasons to not

believe but I don’t have anywhere to go

but to surrender and I’ve gotten too

close to the promised land to just pack

up my toys and go home

so god I surrender I surrender to the

restructuring god I trust you God I

trust that you wouldn’t allow me to just

get a window view of what you’re going

to do that you wouldn’t just leave me

here my integrity my courage my

vulnerability you’re making demands of

me

but I surrender to that and I believe

that on the other side of this surrender

that not only will I access the promised

land but that I’m going to access a

version of me that I wasn’t even sure

existed

I didn’t know that this was in me and I

don’t know what is in me seal but I have

to keep restructuring if I’m ever going

to find out I want to pray with you

you’re in this room and you are

straddling the line of either everything

could fall apart or it could actually

really work this time

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everything could literally turn into

rubble but there’s also this chance that

it could all work out in a way that if

I’m honest actually scares me because it

is so unknown and so foreign to Who I am

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that I almost would rather stay stagnant

then make a decision

I want people here who are making a

decision that I’m going to surrender to

the restructuring I’m going to surrender

to it God I’m gonna finally start acting

and talking and walking like the person

I know you’ve been calling me to be I’m

gonna stop crying over what I lost in

the process it doesn’t mean that it

didn’t have value it doesn’t mean that

it didn’t hurt it just means that it’s

dead and you’re still here so you gotta

keep living and stop acting like you are

the one who died in the process the

relationship died it wasn’t you the job

died it wasn’t your gift in your talent

you lost the opportunity but she let the

opportunity take your gift and talent

that thing died but what’s in you that

God placed in you

it can only grow

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[Applause]

but you need the right atmosphere and

the most important atmosphere that you

can cultivate starts with your ability

to believe

which means that when disbelief begins

to start speaking to you and rearing its

face in your life that you have to be

willing to tell disbelief I don’t

believe like that anymore

the children of Israel couldn’t access

the promised land because there was

still too much disbelief amongst them

but when that generation that had

disbelief died they were finally able to

enter into the Promised Land belief

broke the curse and you gotta believe

differently and sometimes that

restructures our life so that we can

believe and what cannot be taken away

and that is his word and his promise God

I believe you God I believe the same God

that did it for her can do it for me I

believe that you are no respecter of

person

I know there’s a lot of us here at the

altar but if there’s anyone else who

knows that I need to surrender to the

restructuring I want to ask you to come

down

I know sometimes ultra moments can feel

strange and they require vulnerability

but shall we all be invulnerable up in

here tonight and there is something I

promise you about responding when God

speaks to you that sets a new rhythm for

your life God when you speak I move God

when you send a word I move God I’m

practicing my new restructuring now I

wouldn’t normally come to an altar call

usually I pack up and leave by now but

I’m practicing something different I

want to respond when you speak to me and

I want this to be my new normal because

Pastor Sarah may not be preaching one

day and I still want to be able to hear

from you and I want you to know that you

can trust me to move when you say move

and to let go when you say let go I want

you to lift your hands like you’re

receiving grace for the restructuring

like you’re receiving tools for the

restructuring like the windows of heaven

are open and they’re pouring down new

mindsets and new mentalities and new

identities and you don’t want heaven to

miss you heaven if you’re in the room

there’s a burning heart somewhere for

you to fall heaven if you’re in the room

I’m the one who you need to touch like

generational promises are going to be

opened up over this space father God I

thank you

that you look past our excuses and that

you look past our comfort and you push

us into who we’re supposed to be god I

thank you that no one is in this room by

coincidence but that this is a divine

appointment with you and so father I

asked wherever there is a hand lifted in

a heart open that you would have a

radical encounter with these your sons

and daughters god I’m praying that as

they surrender who they used to be and

as they surrender their disbelief that

your spirit would begin to fill them up

like never before

father God I’m asking for the kind of

belief that led Jesus all the way to the

cross I’m asking for the kind of belief

that led him to the cross because he

knew he would be resurrected again

father we’re walking to our cross cuz

there are some things unless that cannot

be resurrected

that must I and father as we walk to

that cross I see generational chains

being broken

I see generational curses coming down by

the guidance we want to this cross that

our great-grandchildren come with us

that I’m mother and I father

that I grandma

God let them be the one that raises

affirmation of righteousness that raises

affirmation

spirit I battle

Wow restlessly

Mitel hell it’s not

we’re coming as snacks back

everything that belongs

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got that came to the officer cuz they’re

going back for what they came for

God I’m coming back to who you are God

I’m coming back to who you called me to

be God I’m coming back for my promises

God I may have been distracted I may

have drifted away but God I’m coming

back like never before

else gotta let go of you I rebuke

depression right now in the name of

Jesus I rebuke suicide in the name of

Jesus I rebuke pride in the name of

Jesus

I believe the blood of Jesus over your

life

because what the blood is there is

victory we’re the bloodiest greater is

He that is in me than he that is in the

world where the blood is there’s

confidence where the bloodiest this

breakthrough I plead the blood of Jesus

over your dream I plead the blood of

Jesus over your marriage I plead the

blood of Jesus over your music I plead

the blood that walks in the areas where

they could have been counted out but

come out with victory father

allow this word to take root and produce

fruit God you are the god of

acceleration so I don’t even need an ax

wait another season for fruit you could

produce fruit tonight you can produce

fruit

tomorrow you can produce fruit next week

God let this be the kind of word that

produces fruit Amenia

I’m talking about changed minds I’m

talking about changed patterns I’m

talking about change relationships

talking about addiction having a let’s

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leaving you behind

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we give you full permission and full

license to restructure our lives until

it looks like everything you had in mind

when you created us

repeat after me Heavenly Father thank

you for Jesus thank you for making him

who had no sin all of my bondage all of

my weakness all of my limitations and

all of my losses you placed in his body

and nailed it to the cross and when he

was raised free and victorious I was

raised up to and because he dwells in me

greater is He that is in me than he that

is in the world

I rebuke fear

I rebuke anxiety I rebuke pain

attributes struggle because greater is

he

that is in me

then he that is in the world have

rebuked fear a rebuke intimidation

because greater is he

that is in the world

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unleash my talents

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and send me

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let him hear you

here you in the board room

here you in the a dressing room

let him hear you at Fashion Week

you won’t see me I’m coming for you baby

average stress in my life

you gonna have to see me you’re gonna

have to see me I’m not backing down no

more I’m not afraid anymore I’m gonna

get those generational promises I’m

gonna own that house I’m gonna own that

business I’m gonna send my family free

you don’t have to see me Promised Land

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I believe without a doubt that as you

restructure your life and you allow God

to only place people and opportunities

and relationships that he is qualified

in your life that he’s going to give you

the strategy and the discipline to walk

into that next dimension of who you are

with confidence and that they’re going

to be waiting on you the underdog season

is cancelled baby you were front runner

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you